I should have written right away, because now I've got a TON of stuff to say, but oh well! I haven't felt like just sitting and writing, I've been up and doing things. not to mention i haven't felt welcome in my own dorm.
Cho's my princess once more!!! It happened last Wednesday I think, I was walking with Fred when Cho came up and asked to speak with him. My curiosity got the best of me and I eavesdropped. Ends up Fred told her a bunch of lies and threatened her to stay away from me. That's why she broke it off and avoided me. needless-to-say I was QUITE pissed and we ended up in a fist fight. I couldn't and still can't believe he'd hurt my princess like that. I don't even care that it tore me up too, but to hurt her... hm. so Cho brought me back to her dorm and put my face back together. She has a gentle touch. We talked and she told me exactly what had happened. Then we were back together. And I should have been ecstatic. And I would have been. But...
I hated Fred. I didn't want to speak to him, or even see him, he was supposed to be my brother and best friend and he had stabbed me in the back. But it's a very sickening feeling, hating the guy your so used to doing everything with like that. Luckily, he made it easier by in turn being very mad and spiteful toward me as well. It was so great to be back with Cho, and she let me hide from Fred in her dorm all the time.
Then we were invited to stay at her house for the weekend. Wow. Usually, I don't care about making a fool of myself and many times, just enjoy the attention, but this was something close to heart, if I screwed up, I could have ruined things. So I was bloody nervous. We left Friday evening and arrived fairly late. I met her mum and to my surpise, her mum was acting very cheery and pleased to see me. Which freaked both the princess and I out. But then I met her dad and he seems to be a rather fun fellow! He said I remind him a bit of himself at my age. And if I grow to be like him as I'm older, I'll be fine I think. Maybe I'll be a bit more handsome, but hey, it's hard to outdo george Weasley in looks. haha. But Saturday morning after breakfast, I got what I was afraid of. A lecture from cho's mum. I bet she sent cho on that errand just to get a minute alone with me. And make me feel like something on the bottom of a shoe. Looks like the nice act was just that - an act. But she was very rude. And i took it alright at first but then she called my princess a fool, and i tend to have this compulsion to defend my beloved. So I eventually stood up for us and told her mum how I felt. Her mother's a bitch. Even I can't find much light in this situation. She'll be fun to annoy for the rest of our lives though. I didn't tell the princess about it though. She hates her mum enough, and I hate to be the cause of a family quarrel. Plus, I'm a big boy, I can handle a few harsh words myself. Other than that, the weekend was quite pleasurable. Was good to be awawy from the hussle and bussle of Hogwarts gossip. And Fred.
When we returned, the week started again, almost as usual. Fred and I had detention extended because we got into another fist fight during last Thursday's. But then Tuesday evening I didn't see Cho at the Ravenclaw table at supper (I usually sneak up behind her and squeeze her sides before I go to my table. She makes fun noises.) So i brought a plate of food and a goblet of pumpkin juice to her room. That's where she told me how Blaise had gone up to her and said they had never been actual friends, that Blaise just used her, and now she didn't need her anymore. I was pretty upset about it, I know how much their friendship meant to Cho. So I've been acting rude to Blaise. i'd feel bad except for the fact that she is rude to me now too. I guess I was nothing to her as well... but it's hard to see that. After she's told me things she wouldn't even tell Cho. Hmmm... maybe I'll find her and try to get it out of her. And even if she hates me for doing it, I'll try to get her to take back what she said to Cho.
I love Cho. I really do. She's way to good to me. And Angie must really care for Fred. Because last night, they locked us in our dorms and made us talk. Wasn't much of a talk though, i basically yelled, and Fred apologized. Hrm. I accepted eventually. not because I freally forgive him... but because I miss him, as much as I didn't want to admit it. I mean, it's hard to get used to being George Weasley without Fred Weasley. So he and I are now speaking again, we got rid of the line in our bedroom. I'm sure we'll be back to pranking in no time. He says he has a couple new ideas. But the whole thing got me to thinking... I'm so used to being 'one of the Weasley twins' that, it's going to be so... weird... when we move out and things. We used to have plans to get a flat together and work on the business. But then he and Angelina got serious. I used to be worried about being alone after graduation, but now i've got Cho. And so I understand how Fred feels. So we're not going to live together, I'm pretty sure he and Ang are serious enough, he's told me about them getting their own flat. And I have Cho's frandmum's engagement ring, which is basically a type of promise. One that I intend to keep. So hopefully I'll end up with Cho, but that means there's a year of... what. Hm. I don't want to keep living at the burrow. It's comfortable, and that's what Percy's doing, but i want to get out and get a job as quick as possible. And I want to be near Cho. But I can't afford my own flat.... maybe I can rent a place for cheap...it'll be crappy, and run down, I'm sure. but oh well. It's only a year. And George Weasley doesn't let his finacial instability get him down. So I'm going to go visit the princess now. She makes everything feel right. It's good to have things mostly back to the way they're supposed to be.
Cho's my princess once more!!! It happened last Wednesday I think, I was walking with Fred when Cho came up and asked to speak with him. My curiosity got the best of me and I eavesdropped. Ends up Fred told her a bunch of lies and threatened her to stay away from me. That's why she broke it off and avoided me. needless-to-say I was QUITE pissed and we ended up in a fist fight. I couldn't and still can't believe he'd hurt my princess like that. I don't even care that it tore me up too, but to hurt her... hm. so Cho brought me back to her dorm and put my face back together. She has a gentle touch. We talked and she told me exactly what had happened. Then we were back together. And I should have been ecstatic. And I would have been. But...
I hated Fred. I didn't want to speak to him, or even see him, he was supposed to be my brother and best friend and he had stabbed me in the back. But it's a very sickening feeling, hating the guy your so used to doing everything with like that. Luckily, he made it easier by in turn being very mad and spiteful toward me as well. It was so great to be back with Cho, and she let me hide from Fred in her dorm all the time.
Then we were invited to stay at her house for the weekend. Wow. Usually, I don't care about making a fool of myself and many times, just enjoy the attention, but this was something close to heart, if I screwed up, I could have ruined things. So I was bloody nervous. We left Friday evening and arrived fairly late. I met her mum and to my surpise, her mum was acting very cheery and pleased to see me. Which freaked both the princess and I out. But then I met her dad and he seems to be a rather fun fellow! He said I remind him a bit of himself at my age. And if I grow to be like him as I'm older, I'll be fine I think. Maybe I'll be a bit more handsome, but hey, it's hard to outdo george Weasley in looks. haha. But Saturday morning after breakfast, I got what I was afraid of. A lecture from cho's mum. I bet she sent cho on that errand just to get a minute alone with me. And make me feel like something on the bottom of a shoe. Looks like the nice act was just that - an act. But she was very rude. And i took it alright at first but then she called my princess a fool, and i tend to have this compulsion to defend my beloved. So I eventually stood up for us and told her mum how I felt. Her mother's a bitch. Even I can't find much light in this situation. She'll be fun to annoy for the rest of our lives though. I didn't tell the princess about it though. She hates her mum enough, and I hate to be the cause of a family quarrel. Plus, I'm a big boy, I can handle a few harsh words myself. Other than that, the weekend was quite pleasurable. Was good to be awawy from the hussle and bussle of Hogwarts gossip. And Fred.
When we returned, the week started again, almost as usual. Fred and I had detention extended because we got into another fist fight during last Thursday's. But then Tuesday evening I didn't see Cho at the Ravenclaw table at supper (I usually sneak up behind her and squeeze her sides before I go to my table. She makes fun noises.) So i brought a plate of food and a goblet of pumpkin juice to her room. That's where she told me how Blaise had gone up to her and said they had never been actual friends, that Blaise just used her, and now she didn't need her anymore. I was pretty upset about it, I know how much their friendship meant to Cho. So I've been acting rude to Blaise. i'd feel bad except for the fact that she is rude to me now too. I guess I was nothing to her as well... but it's hard to see that. After she's told me things she wouldn't even tell Cho. Hmmm... maybe I'll find her and try to get it out of her. And even if she hates me for doing it, I'll try to get her to take back what she said to Cho.
I love Cho. I really do. She's way to good to me. And Angie must really care for Fred. Because last night, they locked us in our dorms and made us talk. Wasn't much of a talk though, i basically yelled, and Fred apologized. Hrm. I accepted eventually. not because I freally forgive him... but because I miss him, as much as I didn't want to admit it. I mean, it's hard to get used to being George Weasley without Fred Weasley. So he and I are now speaking again, we got rid of the line in our bedroom. I'm sure we'll be back to pranking in no time. He says he has a couple new ideas. But the whole thing got me to thinking... I'm so used to being 'one of the Weasley twins' that, it's going to be so... weird... when we move out and things. We used to have plans to get a flat together and work on the business. But then he and Angelina got serious. I used to be worried about being alone after graduation, but now i've got Cho. And so I understand how Fred feels. So we're not going to live together, I'm pretty sure he and Ang are serious enough, he's told me about them getting their own flat. And I have Cho's frandmum's engagement ring, which is basically a type of promise. One that I intend to keep. So hopefully I'll end up with Cho, but that means there's a year of... what. Hm. I don't want to keep living at the burrow. It's comfortable, and that's what Percy's doing, but i want to get out and get a job as quick as possible. And I want to be near Cho. But I can't afford my own flat.... maybe I can rent a place for cheap...it'll be crappy, and run down, I'm sure. but oh well. It's only a year. And George Weasley doesn't let his finacial instability get him down. So I'm going to go visit the princess now. She makes everything feel right. It's good to have things mostly back to the way they're supposed to be.
posted by Meg at
5:53 PM
