Saturday, March 01, 2003

George Weasley's in love and not afraid to admit it! Haha! I've never felt so... Oh, nevermind, I'll sound stupid if I try to describe it. On Monday I think it was, I was over in Cho's dorm when she had to go help some 4th years with charms. I was sitting at her desk when I noticed this folded up note. I figured it'd be from a sill dorm mate and innocently opened it up. Well, within the first few lines I could tell it wasn't and I was about to put it back to respect her privacy, but then I caught sight of my name. So I let curiosity get the best of me and I read it. It was from her mother. In it she described how I could never provide for her and how she should just get rid of me because Weasleys are "fertile" etc. It was kind of like a slap to the face, she brought up things that I was hoping Cho hadn't realized. I was afraid that Cho would listen to her mum and think of me differently. I was also fairly miffed. Not only did Mrs. Chang insult my family, she wasn't very courteous to Cho either. It can't help the princess' self-esteem. So I was mulling over all this when Cho appeared in the room again, and hour later. She noticed the note had been opened and we got to talking. I was relieved to see that her opinion of me didn't change and that she didn't agree with her mum. We got to talking.. and Merlin, what a talk it was. I don't think I've seriously thought that much since the O.W.L.s.

She asked me lots of questions. First, she asked me if I loved her. I almost fumbled that up. I couldn't help but hesitate. I had no idea how she'd react. So I just bit my lip and said yes. Because, as far as I can tell, I do. She’s so smart, very funny and witty, quite talented, kind, sweet, absolutely gorgeous, and just fun to be with! So fun. She’s certainly as fun as Fred, and more so in certain ways. You know what I mean, haha. There were some other questions she asked. Like if she saw a future for us. I told her the truth again. I can’t see one without her at this point. I see the store with Fred, and her. Don’t know where we’ll be or what she’ll be doing, but I see her there, with me. As confident and as fun as ever. Then she asked if I thought she was pampered and spoiled. Well pampered, yes, their family is quite wealthy, but I don’t see her as spoiled. She doesn’t flaunt it, or look down on others or anything. She deserves to be a bit pampered in my opinion. And lastly, she asked me what I’d do if she happened to get pregnant. That one, I could tell, slipped out without her realizing it until it was too late. And I admit, it flustered me on the inside a slight tich, but I’m assuming it was a very hypothetical question. I told her again what I think would be the truth. I’d support her in every possible way I could, and stay by her side through the whole thing. She was glad to hear it, I hope. I doubt we need to worry. Be both do our part to take the least amount of risk. But I told her, if she ever wants to completely eliminate that kind of thing, if it makes her feel uncomfortable or worried, that it’d be okay with me. I hope she knows I’m completely sincere about that. Just being with her is plenty. I mean, she loves me, I don’t need anything more from her. Though, it certainly is a nice bonus, I’ll say that.

She says she loves me. And that makes me feel on top of the world. She’s so special, and I hope she knows that. I hope I’ve shown her enough. I don’t give a hoot what her mum thinks.

Last night she ‘convinced’ me to go to London with her and Angelina. Supposedly, I’ll be there in case of rapists, or murderers… but somehow, I don’t think it’s as bad as Cho made it out to be. But that’s alright, I’d miss her for a whole weekend otherwise. And it will be fun, we won’t need to worry about dormmates and things. But I know the weekend’s for Ang, so I’ll most likely just tag along. Fred and Ron are driving me a little nutters with their problems anyway. Not like I don’t want to listen, but that’s all I’ve been doing. Oh well, it’s what a man gets for being the “quiet twin”. And their girl problems make me want to go run away with Cho even more. Hehe.

She slept with me in my bed last night too. We didn’t have sex, just slept. She’s so warm. I love holding her. Must have been one of the best night’s sleeps I’ve gotten in some time. Plus she made me finish my homework before midnight. What a gal.