Oh bloody hell. Bloody, bloody hell. What in the name of Merlin is going on?
My sister's become suicidal because she went and broke her own heart, poor Cho has gotten harrassed by Roger and now the poor thing is shaken wherever she goes, Padma is furious with me and wants me to pity her like usual, Harry's down in the dumps because of Ginny, ickle Ronnie's being an idiot and got li'l Hermione all angry, AND even my dear brother Fred is angry at me just becase Ginny wanted to talk to me about her problems rather than him. It's enough to make a guy break down. Luckily, that's not really my style. When I get depressed I just get quiet. Usually no one can tell though because I put up the best front I can. Of of my favorite things to do is make people laugh or cheer people up, and how am I supposed to do that if they know my heart's not really in it.
First off, the whole Ginny/Harry thing. Gin's tried to kill herself 3 times since. Harry thank god only knows about the first one. I love Ginny and I understand where she's coming from, but the other night when we talked she told me she still loves Harry! So why the hell did she break up with him? She told me she was afraid she was going to get hurt, that Harry would find someone else eventually. I winced. She's got to get over that. I mean, everyone has those fears, but you can't be too scared of that at her age. She's 14! You don't fall in love at 14. And Harry's 15. I mean, he might think he loves her now, but things change at that age. You just gotta go and have fun while you both feel the way you do. Heh, though I honestly don't know why she asks me this stuff, here I am one of the few 7th years who don't have a gal by their side. Really wish I did sometimes...
But anyways, those two are going to talk. Wonder if they'll get back together... I won't be surprised if they do, if they both admit they still like each other... but eh. I should really stop thinking about it.
What really is getting to me is Fred. I don't think he's ever been mad at me for this long before. I mean... we're usually... well arg. We're 'the twins', we do practically everything together, and now he's avoiding me and if I ever speak to him, he just mocks me and then I get too furious to do anything but insult him back. Which I feel bad about, but it's not my fault he doesn't listn as well as I do! It's our personalities... Everyone knows I'm the quieter one... even if that doesn't mean I'm "quiet". He always finds something to say, so he talks more than he listens. Which I'm fine with! That's just us. That's why we get along so well I think. But as soon as someone else realizes this, he gets jealous. He shouldn't be. Having everyone come to you with their problems... certain people I don't mind, I'd do anything to help them, but it just... wears you out. Everytime I come back from listening I'm exhausted. Hm...
Padma's driving me crazy. Even after proving that I care about her by saving her from that sick bastard, she loathes me yet again. I'm thinking maybe I should just give up. She obviously doesn't want me as a friend, and I'm not about to give up my friendship with Cho, just to make her happy. Speaking of Cho... I'm worried about the princess. She's shaken still from that git Roger's attack and she only has Draco to turn to. And he can't be comforting, can he? She was all troubled when she came back from comforting Harry the day of the break up. Poor dear was crying. I did my best to cheer her up... then I did again after Roger. She's still not back to her sweet self again. Hm... yes, I believe I'm beginning to care about Cho more than before. Too bad when I finally like a girl since last year, she's taken. By Malfoy none-the-less. Hm... oh well. Looks like I'll just have to be a better knight in shining armor than he is. Which shouldn't be too hard, now should it? *smirks*
My sister's become suicidal because she went and broke her own heart, poor Cho has gotten harrassed by Roger and now the poor thing is shaken wherever she goes, Padma is furious with me and wants me to pity her like usual, Harry's down in the dumps because of Ginny, ickle Ronnie's being an idiot and got li'l Hermione all angry, AND even my dear brother Fred is angry at me just becase Ginny wanted to talk to me about her problems rather than him. It's enough to make a guy break down. Luckily, that's not really my style. When I get depressed I just get quiet. Usually no one can tell though because I put up the best front I can. Of of my favorite things to do is make people laugh or cheer people up, and how am I supposed to do that if they know my heart's not really in it.
First off, the whole Ginny/Harry thing. Gin's tried to kill herself 3 times since. Harry thank god only knows about the first one. I love Ginny and I understand where she's coming from, but the other night when we talked she told me she still loves Harry! So why the hell did she break up with him? She told me she was afraid she was going to get hurt, that Harry would find someone else eventually. I winced. She's got to get over that. I mean, everyone has those fears, but you can't be too scared of that at her age. She's 14! You don't fall in love at 14. And Harry's 15. I mean, he might think he loves her now, but things change at that age. You just gotta go and have fun while you both feel the way you do. Heh, though I honestly don't know why she asks me this stuff, here I am one of the few 7th years who don't have a gal by their side. Really wish I did sometimes...
But anyways, those two are going to talk. Wonder if they'll get back together... I won't be surprised if they do, if they both admit they still like each other... but eh. I should really stop thinking about it.
What really is getting to me is Fred. I don't think he's ever been mad at me for this long before. I mean... we're usually... well arg. We're 'the twins', we do practically everything together, and now he's avoiding me and if I ever speak to him, he just mocks me and then I get too furious to do anything but insult him back. Which I feel bad about, but it's not my fault he doesn't listn as well as I do! It's our personalities... Everyone knows I'm the quieter one... even if that doesn't mean I'm "quiet". He always finds something to say, so he talks more than he listens. Which I'm fine with! That's just us. That's why we get along so well I think. But as soon as someone else realizes this, he gets jealous. He shouldn't be. Having everyone come to you with their problems... certain people I don't mind, I'd do anything to help them, but it just... wears you out. Everytime I come back from listening I'm exhausted. Hm...
Padma's driving me crazy. Even after proving that I care about her by saving her from that sick bastard, she loathes me yet again. I'm thinking maybe I should just give up. She obviously doesn't want me as a friend, and I'm not about to give up my friendship with Cho, just to make her happy. Speaking of Cho... I'm worried about the princess. She's shaken still from that git Roger's attack and she only has Draco to turn to. And he can't be comforting, can he? She was all troubled when she came back from comforting Harry the day of the break up. Poor dear was crying. I did my best to cheer her up... then I did again after Roger. She's still not back to her sweet self again. Hm... yes, I believe I'm beginning to care about Cho more than before. Too bad when I finally like a girl since last year, she's taken. By Malfoy none-the-less. Hm... oh well. Looks like I'll just have to be a better knight in shining armor than he is. Which shouldn't be too hard, now should it? *smirks*
posted by Meg at
1:12 PM
